Wednesday, November 16, 2005

haha... can u believe it... well i dun... haha... gerald is in e top 16 of superhost... haha... for those who dunno wad superhost is... it's channel latest variety prog... the search for spore 1st superhost.. haha... ya... er..

so happi when i was called up on stage... well... i didnt really expect much when i went for the results show for top 16 on the 28th oct.. i went there to see stars... tv stars i mean... yeah... den i sat there with my frenz... er... waiting n waiting... haha... preparing to go hm.. but when quan yi feng said...... ...... ...... " alright, the last male contestants who get into the top 8 guys is.... 3278, gerald ng... " wow wow... can u believe... haha.. i run like hell la... down to the stage.. den no image liddat.. so ugly... haha... too happi ma.. haha... er...

haiz... but before i go for the results right.. i thot it would be better for mi to be kicked out... den i can realli concentrate on my drama skool performance... which i waited 10 yrs plus for tt role... haiz.. i noe i had to choose one... the whole grp including mi had traied so hard... damn hard la... dae n nite... n everything is like almost done le...

den on tt nite... i called tons of ppl to ask HOW... which to choose...i wanted both u see.. but it's impossible u see.. the time for both clashes like hell la... both is equally impt now... den most ppl said since joining the media industry is my ambition since young, i shld go for the superhost...

i realli cant make a decision tt nite.. cried like hell... cried the whole nitex... haiz.. haha... BOTH IS IMPT TO ME.... still cant make a decision tt nite... didnt sleep for the whole nitex... thinking all nite... den early in the morning... i called my drama director... i have come to a decision... which i hate to make too... tt is to give up drama performance n go for the competeition.. i felt damn guilty... really... i swear... becuz of this decision i cried till no more tears le.. till my eyes swollen... my director didnt get angry, didnt sae tt much, just said okae... this make mi more guilty... realli lo..

i noe i'm selfish... i caused so mani ppl trouble.. they must be veri pissed off by mi.. i noe i'm selfish... i caused them to have more rehearsals with e replacement... just too much trouble la... SORRY... i realli hope theycan forgive mi... i noe i'm selfish but i realli have to choose one between the 2..

haiz... i just selfish la... in conclusion... i chose to be a superhost top 16 finalists instead of a supporting role in the drama performance.. haiz...

and there... i chose SUPERHOST... being the youngest in the 16, i am realli veri lucky... tt there's sooooo many big bros n sis taking care of mi, looking after mi... haha... realli thx them... the programme we had is like full like siao la... damn tiring... tried lots of new stuffs like professional hairdo n foto taking... haha... u can call mi mountain tortise... haha... er... had lots of fun too... realli...

press conference etc... haha... a totally new kind of feelings lo.. haha... er.. but after knowing the competition format, knmowing we ourselves have to vote among ourselves out... i started to panick... damn cruel la... the one whom has the lowest score given by the judges n the one whom has the lowest vote from public will compete n the remaining will decide who stay who leaves...

damn cruel.. we are like frens le lo... i dun like it this way... why cant we stick to the old superstar or spore idol way... hai... i hate this... hai... er...

suddenly i feel like i'm writing a essay... haha... er... hai.. just hope the top 16 will be frenz 4eva... will wE? hope we will.. haha.. okae... see ya... haha

gerald

iFLEW @ 3:00 PM

[[* Genderr: B0ii *]]
[[* Agee: 17 "tiss yearss" *]]
[[* Birthdaee: 20 OcT 1988 *]]
[[* i aM A stUd3nT iN iNNoVa jC *]]
[[* pRi sk0Ol is nEw tOwn pRi *]]
[[* sEc sk0Ol is bUk|t bAt0k seC *]]
[[*okay... handsome, fit, clever, hardworking, cute... ... okay... tis are e words tt cannot be used to describe me... i'm fun loving, friendly, dramatic, talkative, lazy, ... ... dOtz... i luv to entertain ppl... when i make them smile/laugh i feel happi too... but ppl often go overboard... they start to bully mi... but in order to maintain tt friendship i will nt say a thing... cuz if i react to wad they say, den it will be e end of our friendship... so ppl DUN go overboard... i dream to become an artist cuz i really luv acting n entertaining ppl... ya... i hope to bring joy to e whole world... when u see mi next time on tv, just stand up n say, ' hey i noe him . ' haha... i really want to go into tis line... ya... n tt's my ambition since young... real young... 'bout 8 yrs old... ya... hope my dreamz come true lo... haiz... though i failed e admission test to ngee ann mass com... i'll not give up my dream i.e. to work in e media industry... yeah... tt's my passion in life... to be an actor cum host cum director cum comedian... i wanna make ppl laugh so tt there will be no more unhappiness in e world... ya... o ya... i oso love to make frenz... okay la... this's me... G3RA|D NG ... haha...*]]

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