Monday, May 23, 2005

haiz.. tell u wad.. veri sad lei... haiz... since i started skool in INNOVA, i had nt been spending time with my sec skool best of e best frenz.. jordan n weiwen... haiz..we are nt tt close le... we now three all diff skools liao.. weiwen start skool one month ago @ NYP while jordan starting tmr at NP... haiz... we used to be veri close de lei... last time can see them for at least 5 daes a week but now....... one mths gt 5 times a nt oso dunno... hiaz.. they are realli my best frenz la... they r e onli ones whom i can realli talk cock with, play with, n a lot more la... though i'm always e one talking... haiz... but i realli enjoy the time i spent with them... i'm always e veri sassy de... haha.. n they will always give in to mi... haiz... we realli spent lots of time together... though our 'gang' gt lots of ppl la... but e three of us are e closest la... last time we always plae bowling at BP plaza de but now... haiz... so long didnt go plaza le.. haiz..though during e first 4 mths in 2005, i'm damn bz wif my skool @ IJ, we at least still will go out n plae plae after my skool ended.. but now... since weiwen start skool... haiz... although gt a few times la but e friendship isnt tt strong le... i can sense tt.. i realli can... hiaz... i hate to see tis.. but i realli hope to see our friendship grow stronger n stronger and nt weaker n weaker... haiz... since weiwen start skool @ NYP our friendship became much more weaker liao.. he gt such a wonderful class wif such a wondreful frenz... i realli feel veri happi for him.. cuz tis realli change him a lot... he becum much more cheerful n socialising... which is a great thing but.. at e same time.. i feel i might lose a friend, a friend tt is so impt to mi... i noe i'm selfish but.. but... i realli cant explain.. i cant.. i feel tt i am so diff from weiwen n jordan lahz... haiz.. i'm already crying like hell now la... wheneva thinking of my sec skool yrs with weiwen n jordan.. i realli miss the time i spent with my sec skool frenzs... i realli do.. i noe i'm being emotional but i realli treasure e frindship i have in sec skool... esp e one with weiwen n jordan.. i tried lots of stuff like planning so call outing but actually is 'tonning' at jordan hse or wen's hse...i tried tis to try to bond us together n noe wad's happening in our life recently... but it seems useless to mi... to mi onli la... dunno if they feel e same... haiz.. haiz.. these few nites i had been dreaming about our memorable times in sec skool... i realli hope our friendship will last foreva... REALLI... haiz.. let's hope so ba.. WEIWEN n JORDAN, WILL WE STILL BE BEST FRENZ FOREVA? i apologise for my selfishness... but once again i realli treasure our friendship... i realli do... :'(

iFLEW @ 11:17 PM

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[[* Agee: 17 "tiss yearss" *]]
[[* Birthdaee: 20 OcT 1988 *]]
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[[*okay... handsome, fit, clever, hardworking, cute... ... okay... tis are e words tt cannot be used to describe me... i'm fun loving, friendly, dramatic, talkative, lazy, ... ... dOtz... i luv to entertain ppl... when i make them smile/laugh i feel happi too... but ppl often go overboard... they start to bully mi... but in order to maintain tt friendship i will nt say a thing... cuz if i react to wad they say, den it will be e end of our friendship... so ppl DUN go overboard... i dream to become an artist cuz i really luv acting n entertaining ppl... ya... i hope to bring joy to e whole world... when u see mi next time on tv, just stand up n say, ' hey i noe him . ' haha... i really want to go into tis line... ya... n tt's my ambition since young... real young... 'bout 8 yrs old... ya... hope my dreamz come true lo... haiz... though i failed e admission test to ngee ann mass com... i'll not give up my dream i.e. to work in e media industry... yeah... tt's my passion in life... to be an actor cum host cum director cum comedian... i wanna make ppl laugh so tt there will be no more unhappiness in e world... ya... o ya... i oso love to make frenz... okay la... this's me... G3RA|D NG ... haha...*]]

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